When “Training Harder” Started Making Me Worse
That offseason, I did what most players do.
I trained harder.
Lifted more.
Pushed longer.
And unknowingly, I was destroying my body.
My effortless stride disappeared.
My hands felt heavy.
My hips locked up.
My shoulders ached.
My lower back was constantly angry.
I looked strong — but I didn’t feel strong.
The harder I worked, the worse I got.
What followed were years of injuries, bouncing between teams, and fighting a body that no longer moved the way it needed to for hockey.
Then in 2016, everything stopped.
I broke my leg in-game, tore every ligament in my ankle, and underwent multiple surgeries — leaving me unable to walk for nearly a year.